I have just finished my swimming race with a 9 year old Abbey from next door. She is such a good girl (Jordans best friend). This might sound sad but have spent about 4 hours with her tonight. Just goes to show my mentality, yeh I am still 9 myself when I get in the pool. She worries about her mum alot, too many boyfriends and arguments, I do feel for her but I think she will be OK. Must go know, speak to you tomorrow. If I don't, its because J wonts me to do more work but I will be on here as soon as I can Promise. Big Kiss. See ya. xxxxx

Pippa is moving this Friday finally I will have will a someone to go and see when I want too. Been thinking about you alot and wish you could come down and see my house know with the pool and everything else Bart has done you would be amaized. I always think of you when we have BBQ's and wish you could come too but he always leaves it to the last moment. Any one amaizing thing happened this weekend jordan learnt to swim not only that she can also swim under water, reminds me of me as soon as I touched the water I was swimming, I am that fish, can't help myself have to swim I love it so much. Been in again tonight and most of the weekend you just can't keep me away from it. Love it Love it Love it...

I spent Saturday with Pippa and Jan taking pictures of Jan's mum's garden, (she was in the evening gazette for the most beautiful garden). Jan's mum has got very green fingers and had an open day or two days on Saturday and Sunday, I wanted to take close up pictures of flowers for mum (paintings) his mum's garden is beautiful and what is so unfortunate, is she also suffers from arthritus like my mum if only they knew each other I am sure they would get go really well.

I have had the most wonderfull weekend with Jordan and Abbey (next doors little girl), we had a BBQ on Saturday invited next door and of course my mum and dave, what a wonderfull time we had my mum and dave didn't leave until 12.30 just so great to have them around love them both so much.

I have been waiting for what seems a life time for J to see my ads. the one thing I hate the most is designing something for who ever, and then waiting for the out come, I need to know as soon as possible, is it crap or good. Well finally managed to get hold of him today and was so relieved when he told me how pleased he was with them, will show you a copy when it goes to the newspapers, I am so chuffed.

How is the website coming on Bart said if you are interested that you could become a reseller for sys3internet, I think it is something to do with registering customers websites and also web space apparently you would get it for I think he said half price and then sell it on for the full price. If your interested let me know and Bart will get Ian to give you a call and explain in more detail.

Any way must go am so tired, sorry message back to front again but can't do long messages on here dosn't like it.

Hope to here from you tomorrow. Love always XXX

PS can you think of a good website name for me, as I want to have a website of my own.

Yipee I did it finally done 102 lengths of my swimming pool, hey I am so chuffed with myself could have carried on but it was getting a bit cold outside and the last time I stayed in the pool for too long it took me a very hot bath and severals hours to recover from being cold.

I am so tired at the moment only had two hours sleep last night, didn't realise what the time was stayed up until 2am doing J's ads. Then woke up at 3am couldn't stop my brain from thinking about those damn ads finally fell asleep at 6am and had to get up at 7am, So I must go and sleep now or else I will have to go to the shops and buy some match sticks.

I need a holiday am fed up at work, so boring. I am thinking of taking the second week of July off and am wondering if I could come and see you, probably be a week day, the traffic is better during the begining of the week. So probably sometime between Monday and Wednesday give you the dates when I find out what they are.

I have just finished some really good designs for adverts for J tonight, I am so pleased with them can't wait for him to come back from his holiday. That is the one thing I hate, I want to show him my designs NOW and he is not around. Guess I will have to wait til Friday when hopefully he will have time to see me. Its so strange sometimes, when I have done stuff before for him and thought to myself that this is it all I can do and I really don't think I can do no more, and then all of a sudden I have a brain wave and out pops the best so far. I often wonder how long it will last, you know being creative. That gets to me because all I know is graphic design and what would I do if I couldn't do it any more.

Oh yeh before I forget, last Friday "Bat Fink" had another go at Pippa, said that there was no way she could have one of those Friday's I mentioned early off, and that Jan would have to move while Pippa is at work. Pippa flew at her, said there was no way Jan was moving without her being there too. The "Witch" got so angry that she threw something on the floor and told Pippa that she was ungrateful. I am not sure what Pippa is ungrateful for, may be its because she should be grateful she has a job their, or may be its because the "Witch" thinks Pippa is so wonderful and because Pippa doesn't realise this then that is why she is so ungrateful. Who knows what that woman thinks, ooh sorry not woman, I mean thing.

Any way gotta go, speak tomorrow if I have time. Lots of love and Big Kisses xxx

I will find you some pictures of the garden Bart has put all the pics onto a CD for me, so I can output them at work.

Yeh I know the feeling, J might be away on holiday but he has still got me working on his adverts for him, plus have been helping Bart with the finishing touches to the garden. WE HAVE GOT GRASS, no not that kind you know the green kind that makes the lawn in your garden. One thing we did forget was to leave a hole for the washing line to go in BUGGER. Have not been swimming for 4 days and am getting the shakes, so tomorrow I'm gonna have to find the time to go in.

Not in a situation at the moment so am going to bed, I think men are the hell of all life, that is why they are sent here to Piss us women off, have just spent an hour in the garden with Barts friends (two males) and am feeling very short at the moment (about 2inches) see you tomorrow. Big KISS as always with love lisa. xxxx

Anyway the subject of Oh sweet revenge. Well where do I start. You know from what I have told you Pimple has had alot of grief from the solicitors about her house, not knowing when she is moving blar blar blar. Well she had told Bat fink she has written in pencil for next Friday and the week after that she might be moving, already said she would come in if the "bitch" needed her too (her and flippa wanted to go to a prontaprint thing on that friday, so would mean if pimple wasn't there, then Terry would have to stay at Colchester and leave poor Lavinia at Ipswich on her own) but the "bitch" said it wouldn't be a problem. In other words Lavinia could cope for one day. On Thursday, Pimple said she might be moving on that Friday so would definately not be able to come in, " Bitch" just flew at the jugular and ripped in, you can't have Friday off, Monday ( cos Ashley is off that day) or the next Friday you will have to phone your solictor and tell them that. So there you go the "Bitch" has spoken, what can you do.

Well we had a phone call from one of our customers saying that they had not got all of there job and could the "Bitch" possibly make sure that the rest of it was put in the post that night so they would get it in the morning, that way they could send the whole job to their customer.

Well "Bat fink" output it laminated it and drilled it put it in an envelope, then did the worse thing ever, she put it in pimple's bag because she knew that pimple had fathers day cards to post, so of course pimple wouldn't mind putting bat finks in the post as well. that was until pimple told me what she had done, sorry but I was fumming too, so the stuff acidently got forgotten, so sorry forgot to post it. Why on this earth would bat fink ever think that pimple would post her stuff after the way she spoke to her, Sorry but priority calls to me, don't you dare post that pimple screw it up, chuck it, do what you like with it but don't you post it. So she didn't. She is keeping it for the "Kathy to burn box".Yes I am proud to say my own invention, but it works looks what happened to her when you let scooby at her white rabbit, he he he, hospital job or what.

Did I ever tell you about her diary that stayed in my car for nearly a year, wish I had kept it. All we would need now is a wax dummy and some of bat finks hair. Yeh voodoo it works well it did on the white bunny so just have to do it properly this time and may be the morning after we will grieve her sudden death. The Cow, or what ever you want to call her.

She even phoned pimple at home last night probably to have a go but the phones put out a different number so pimple didn't realised it was her until the morning when the "Bitch" or is it "witch" dug a little deaper and said pimple is just so ungratefull, sorry don't understand what she means by ungreatefull, other than she obviously thinks more of pippa than we know and pippa should be so grateful or is it just because we have a job we should be so grateful, I really don't know, and to be honest I do be tinking the later.

did I tell you this blogger dosn't like long mails. I guess I will have to tell you in bits hopefully not back to front, here goes OH sweet revenge.

You would never guess what is happening outside, I think I might have a lawn tonight, this morning it was dirt and tonight it's lawn I can't believe it. I have invited my dad over Sunday beens as it is father's day, he hasn't seen this house since well before you came over so I hope he will be surprised, cos I am. I am going to have a garden tomorrow after 12 years of waiting I have a beautiful garden and its all mine well mine and Barts, he has worked so hard, so has Ricky and Steve, Barts friends they truely are wonderful, my garden is a dream come true, especially with the pool as well. What would I do without Bart probably cry because I would still be in my flat if it wasn't for him, I love him so much, and the person I have to thank is YOU for making me realised what a plonker geoff was. I don't know, my life somehow wanted to be more like yours, you didn't have to say anything I just knew that night when I met you both coming down north hill. Do you remember that cos I do and will never forget how badly I treated you, (I nearly lost the friend of a life time) you my best friend, how could I ever think badly of you, but I did that night, but it made me see him for what he was a very very sad man. My thoughts of him changed, yeh it took a few months, but because of that night it made me realise what a true ArsXXXX he really was. Thank You for everything just being there for me, I know your only a phone call away or 100 miles away, thats not that far when you have a car. BIG KISS for you, my very best friend. xxx

I don't know if I did 100 lengths, I lost count at 50 so don't know is the honest answer.

I know that feeling it's great isn't it, but yes certainly ask me anything I will be your helping hand any graphics you want or just ideas let me know, you know I am always here for you, my best friend. Did I ever tell you, you mean more to me than I can possibly say in words, you are my light at the end of the tunnel. In short I just love you loads and loads.

Been in again since the last message done 81 lengths sounds alot but it is only a little pool and I am so unfit but its great its upto 70 degrees now and yes I am going in again tonight, see if I can do 100 lengths doubt it but I'll give it a damn good try. I will be back later though got to tell you what happened at work today, Oh sweet revenge, he he he.

PS. yeh I have been swimming today done about 50ish laps not bad but didn't have much time tonight as I have work to do.

Well, theres me thinking you might have missed me.

I have had a bad week and am still having a bad week, computers who needs them. I have got 3 mega sized pics to open on my mac taking ages and as for PC's, Barts just looks at me with a strange grin and then goes into 'I am doing something, not sure what but I will get to your file when I am ready', and then crashes. I guess I am going to have to try opening this at work.

Any way how are you, Del and Rodders, hope you all are well. Must go as computer is calling me, probably to tell me it can't open the file. Oh well such is life.

Speak tomorrow
Love yah xxx

Had a swim today yeh I know its not the weather for but it cost us too much to waste time worring about if its cold or not, once I'm in the cold goes away its only 68 degrees at the moment last week it managed 74 wow. To be honest I haven't notice the difference. You would never guess what Bart is watching on TV how to install an above ground pool, its made of steel sheets I must send you that pic he took of the pool at night I will see if I can find it on his computer. Must go dinner is ready and I'm starving. C Yah Good Night. xxx

I must go now as Bart is waiting for me to go to bed, can't sleep without me, soppy thing. Speak tomorrow, as far as I know I haven't got any work on so should be able to make it on here. Look after yourself BIG KISS xxxxx Good Night Captain.

I am really so happy your going to get wed next year, but what about me I wanted to be the Matron of Honour or no I would have to be a bridesmaid as I am not married, or does it have something to do with age if it does then I guess I am definately a Matron :o(, (sound like an old bag to me).

Don't know when I will be over but it will be within the a few weeks as I am in desperate need of a holiday, but can't take it yet until pimple has found out her moving date, should be within the next few days, so maybe my the end on the month, if thats ok with you. Having a few problems with Barts X about the kids never know when they are coming down she keeps changing her mind and even though I would like not to be here when they come down I know I should be here, and I know I will enjoy there company.

No I don't seem to have lost any posts, but find it is getting very slow on here and it dosn't like long posts thats why some of mine are back to front. I pressed create a new blog without realising that it would be on your account. There is a help thingy but only you can do it as you are the administrator as you can see if you press team on here. It said something about you have to send an invite to yourself blarr blarr blarr, but I can't do it from here.

Had to come home and have a swim today, I don't know its all I look forward too (the weekend) but some how she always gets me so uptight on a Friday, we waited until 2.30pm yesterday for our wages, she never appologies for it (this has been going on for a few months now ever since flipper got more interested in Ipswich shop) it drives me mad, Bart doesn't get enough money to support both of us so I really need my wages, Vince has gone home without any wages before now, it's like she is trying to let you know she is the boss, and you will wait until she is ready (BITCH) I wish something bad would happen to her. Like a brick falling of a wall suddenly hits her on the head and makes her realise how she really is, no such luck. Apart from the thing with her eyes thats funny, I take great pleasure in telling her that her print out is blurred because I know she can't see it. BITCH BITCH BITCH. Thats why I had to go for a swim tonight, to make me realise why I have a job there, sad but true if I wasn't there now I would not have the money for the pool (well J is just up the road). I am really anoyed at myself I had a go at Bart for not earning enough money, I guess I am still in wonderland because of Geoff. I am so affraid of loosing everthing now we are so close to finishing. I wish I could work for myself that is why I want a website for me, yeh to show off my design work but well you never know.

Anyway on a less depressing note I am now feeling much better yeh because I went for a swim Bart is so good he takes the solar cover off and then he puts it back on without a hint of pissedofishness (hey I created a new word) he is so wonderfull not all the time but I would say 99% of the time, love him to bits, just wish I didn't have to worry so much.

Anyway what are you up too, and how is Rodders and Del so glad you enjoyed your holiday. Must go now cause I have house work to do pretty good really only once in a fortnight I have to do it, apart from Barts room I don't want to go in there TOO SCAREY.

Bart thinks he has got me a website it will be lisa-jayne.co.uk I think, I don't know what I was thinking last night I am really sorry to have caused you a problem I REALLY AM SO SORRY.

I am so glad your back though, I missed you my best friend, but at the same time you really needed the brake. Must go see ya XXXX