Well my appointment for the brochure design is tomorrow at 4pm so wish me luck. I am just not a sales person I can't bullshit them into thinking I am so wonderful, I know he will ask me for a quote. Oh god here I go again I am so insecure, don't think much of myself. I am also worried about the job I applied for, there is so much I need to learn but just don't seem to get time for. Speak soon love and big kisses xxxx

I think I should up the dose of fairy liquid and maybe one day soon she'll just turn into one big bouncing bubble and hopefully get taken away with the wind up into the atmosphere and burst. Oh I wish. Anyway must go as dinner is burning, just how I like it. HUGS xxx

At work they just payed us the basic without asking if we had done any overtime. I was so pissed off on Thursday. Plus with all the logo design and stationery I've done, I have given all the printing to them. Oh well no more mr nice guy, as I am logging down my overtime and I am going to add on last months as well, that should wipe the smile off their faces.

Well I sent off my CV today, I don't know to affraid of change affraid I can't do the job affraid of being unemployed loosing the house Oh just the usual that stops me from getting on with my life. I have got to phone some bloke called Russell he wants a brochure designed so that could be good.

Found a graphic design job in the paper on friday. I thought it would give something for the Witch to think about over the weekend so I left a photocopy of it underneath some work, with just a little bit of it sticking out. When I got in this morning I noticed she'd had a look he he he. It said you had to be able to use Freehand which I can't stand but if I get chance this week when I'm not busy I will get the Freehand book out and see if she make a comment. I just wont to see the look on her face. Misserable old FAT cow.

I keep having cookies on my posts I am surprised you actually got the last as I sent it a few times and then finally gave up and tried again in the morning. I did get Rodney a card you'll probably get it at Christmas as the post is so bad here.

Hi just a quick one HAPPY BIRTHDAT RODNEY. Yeh ok I admit it I forgot to send him a card I AM SO SORRY how could I forget I even said to my mum last night, that it was his birthday. God I am so forgetful as I was in Tesco's tonight I knew there was something else I was supposed to get and now its too bloody late as usual. Typical Pisces always late and never remembers at the right time, story of my life. Well I wish you a VERY HAPPY DAY tomorrow my little man. I must come and see you. Well I have to go now as I had about 3 hours sleep last night and woke up late oops. Speak tomorrow and if you have chance tell me about Rodneys day. Love and Hugs xxxx

Well I asked and the reply I got was a very blunt NO, I'm so sorry but if you wanted too you could still stay the night and just leave in the morning when you feel like it, we can always make arrangments as to leaving the key somewhere as I have lots of friendly neighbours. I will understand if you don't wont to, I am just so sorry it would have been great to see you but its a long way to come just to stay for one night, well for little rodders anyway. Let me know speak to you soon Love Ya Lots XXX

Hi ya I will have to let you know about taking time off as Pippa is on holiday next week, so it could be a bit difficult but I will let you know tomorrow. If I can't get the time off maybe we can work round it somehow. Speak to you tomorrow BIG KISSES XXX

Oh Boy so the week starts here, woopie doo. Yeh I have had the most wonderfull day at work as usual. Did Clammy Sammy say good morning to me or did I dream it, yeh so its in my dreams or nightmeres yeh I prefer nightmeres. Oh god he sweats so much its so discusting pick up a box and the sweat just pours off his greasy bold head yuck, and as for Acid Annie, she just smells BAD, So does BEO BOB (Terry) what have I done to deserve being employed by these smelly smellies. At least me and Pimple have Wednesday to look forward as J is coming in at 10am and he has promised to buy us sweets and also make us a cup of tea (bloody hell, obviously creaping, he's a man after all). Any way how are you, how is Rodders and Del Boy (hope you are keeping them under control). Gotta go as my bath awaits me, so see you tomorrow BIG KISSES xxxx

It's quite funny at work when J comes in, Acid Annie keeps hovering around him I've told him it's because she fancies you and he gave me such a bad look wish I'd taken a picture. Poor J, by the way I met his wife at one of his house launches and she is very attractive blonde hair and very slim (after 3 kids) BITCH. I didn't realise but she is a solicitor goes to court and everything (not only blonde, this one has a brain too). Anyway enough of that as I am feeling quite jealous so "stop it" bet she hasn't got my artisticness so there ner. Anyway had a funny day at work as me and pimple are trying to design a brochure/leaflet for the company and Acid Annie told me I wasn't aloud to change the company logo as she feels that people should be able to have a bit more time to be able to reconise it (what reconise that it's CRAP) pimple could have designed it better, it's like a re-hash of the pp logo but with a different name. (Acid Annie is so funny sometimes) silly old cow, it's the year 2001 come on luv the 70's was 31 years ago. Anyway glad you liked my stories I am sure there will be lots more. Luv yah lots speach tomorrow. BIG KISSES XXXXXX

Hi had a good day at work today as Acid Annie and Clamming Sammy weren't in. Must go to bed now though before Bart starts shouting at me. I have been working all night and its not making my cold any better by not getting enough sleep as last night I only managed about 2 hours. So I will catch up with you later in the week. Speak to you soon love as always with big kisses, goodnight. xxxx