Hello yippee I am back, our server went down ages ago Bart has only just got it going again. So how was your holiday.

My mum has become a very very very good painter, you have to come down and see them, they are truely amaising, I am going to try and sell her paintings on ebay, just courious to find out how much they would go for. I am into egyptian stuff and also lions, tiggers you know the cat thing and she has done her self very proud all my paintings are beautiful and I will be replacing my posters with my mums paintings when the house is finished.

YOU JUST HAVE TO COME DOWN

But I think it would be really nice if you all came when Jordan and Luke are here as Rodders would have someone to play with as Jordan loves children and likes playing mum, she is really good at keeping an eye on them ooooh she is so sweet, they will be down this weekend so I guess I will be in the pool for most of it.

Have a wonderfull holiday, you all deserve it and you deserve it the most of all Mrs Bad Toad.

Love you lots speak to you soon and hopefully see you soon.

BIG KISSES to you all. XXXXXX

Hi me again, the heater on the swimming pool is working really well its now 80degrees and yep you can see my routine for the rest of the summer. I am determined to loose some weight and as I love swimming I am in there as soon as I get home. It puts a smile on my face to think that everyone is going home from work to have dinner, watch telly, or go to the pub. While I only have to get home put on my cossy and go for a dip in my own garden, thats probably the one thing that stops me from getting depressed about work. I havent heard any thing about the jobs I applied for yet but they would have only got my CV either yesterday or today as the post is CRAP, it gets sent all the way to Chelmsford only to come back here so 1st class post is really 2nd and well 2nd post is well if it gets to you, your lucky.

hi me again, when you get chance have a look at www.printmatrix.co.uk, I finally finished it today. Beens as you are an expert on websites will you give me your honest oppinion. As its my first one. I am quite proud of myself cause I did it all in html, yeh I know do it the hard way but it has taught me alot and now I am going onto javascript, which according to the book will take me a week, yeh right just like teach yourself html in 24hours only took me 2 months. I wonder about myself sometimes. Anyway must go as I am painting the dinning room and kitchen at the moment. See you soon Lots of Love xxxxxxxx

Hi well I have almost finished the company's website I will let you know when its up and running, and you can give me your expert oppion. Everyone thinks I am mad for doing it in HTML but I need to know how things work always been that way. Its very simple and hopefully gets the point across. Anyway gotta go as I have the dining room and kitchen ceiling to paint and coming on here was just an excuse to not do it but I know if I leave it to Bart it will stay unpainted till next year. So speak to you soon lots of love from me.

Dont know whats the matter with me, just can't find anything to say, feeling depressed about work, I really need to leave before Pippa goes or I will go insane, I really do believe that if I stay I will become just like the bitchy witch. I am really sorry about your birthday, I can't even use the excuse that I have had alot on my mind, I am just so damn forgetfull lately. Anyway gotta go. speak to you soon.
Love from me xxxx

I am so sorry I forgot your birthday, I have had one cold after another since my birthday haven't even had chance to see my dad to thank him for my presents yet as I have still got a cold. Speak to you soon as must go to work now. See you later I'm really sorry.

I am going to a concert tomorrow SUM 41 not sure about it though, you know me I am a dance music person not Kerrage. Im going with a very very old friend known her since I was 9 years old. Haven't been to a concert in years the last one I went to was Madonna's Blond Ambition which was how long ago I can't remember any way its been a while. Still gets me out.